Whenever I invite God to be with me for anything, I never receive an RSVP with "regretfully, I cannot attend..."
I got into my Too Competitive Mode playing racquetball the other day. Yeah, for me "too competitive" is when I'm more intent on yelling at myself for a bad shot than on enjoying the chance to play the game. I missed a shot and I yelled at me.
So then I botched another shot. I really yelled.
And the little voice in my head whispered the reminder not to do that. I have a practiced how-to-get-out-of-the-too-competitive-mindset method. It works. I applied it right then.
I smile. I quietly say my fave affirmation: God is within me. God is around me. Everything is of God. I remind myself God is in the racquetball box with us.
Next morning I thought about that game, a game that ended well whether I won or not. The combo of smiling and inviting God to the game returned me to my Enjoy the Game Mode. Much better than the TCM.
I wrote about that in my morning pages. I realized I can always invite God to join me, to be with me no matter what I am doing. Seemed a bit ironic at first, since I've finally come to know that God is always with me (and with me all ways).
But, no, it is different when I consciously ask God to join me. First of all (see the title), God never says, "No, I can't make it today." Second, it makes me actively aware that I have God's company. Third, that makes whatever is happening a heck of a lot more pleasant (or secure or comforting or happy or simply better).
I remember my disappointment 50+ years ago whenever I knocked on next-door-neighbor Mark's door and he'd tell me he couldn't come out and play.
It's so nice that God never says that.