Mr. Friendly was across the yard, digging with moderate passion beside one of the chain link fence posts. Didn't seem to be an escape maneuver, rather a way to pass the time. I think Mr. Friendly carries his freedom with him.
Mr. Friendly heard the scrape of my shoe on the road gravel. He lifted his head from his digging and stared at me, with that same moderate passion.
Mr. Friendly glanced at the not-so-deep hole then back in my direction. He was obviously trying to decide: dig or bark, bark or dig.
I could almost see the "I'm supposed to bark at strangers" conditioning ticker-tape across his mind. With a jolt and a jump he sprinted across the yard, barking full force.
I didn't slow my pace. As he got to the fence along the road, I said, "Good morning, Mr. Friendly." Mr. Friendly tilted his head as if "Say wha-?" Then he seemed to shrug his shoulders with a "What's the diff?"
He loped back to the hole beside the post without a backward glance. He resumed digging.
I ran on and thought how much I identified with Mr. Friendly. Torn between doing what I want to do (dig a hole) even if it has no good reason and doing what I feel I should do (bark) because it's part of who I am.
I remembered how late in my life the decision to do what I feel I should do began to override doing what I wanted to do. That's the presence of grace.
I looked back at Mr. Friendly. He was digging again. Digging happier, with more passion. I'm sure he was feeling good that he'd given up the dig time to throw me a bark.